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Going Home
00:54
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Going to my house is the worst part of my week. Because when you're not around, it's so hard to sleep. I watch the world turn from gold to grey when the sun climbs up and I have to ride away.
It's time for the loneliest train ride again today. It doesn't feel like home without you and I don't think that'll ever change.
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Disappointment
01:18
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I am sick and I am lazy. I find it hard to commit to anything, because I'm afraid of disappointment.
I will stop feeling sorry for myself. So that I can start to try and help all the people that are trying to help me and I won't be afraid of disappointment.
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Fears
02:06
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My fears are becoming far too physical. They're rotting my mouth from the inside out. My brain is slipping down to where my spine should be.
I can feel breath of black dogs on the back of my neck. It's hard to see your friends drinking themselves into the same great lakes as your mother.
I can see you dying as I'm trying to decide my life by rolling dice.
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Call It Sleep
01:14
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You're just another spectacle, end of environmental, fight for power high above your head. Everyday that you produce gives your life some fucking use, days fall off the clock until the end.
Keep your hands full. Keep your mind empty. Keep yourself awake. Keep yourself afraid.
They don't think you have a clue that all the power lies with you. Stop looking, stop listening and just think. All things they always say, I hope that you will find some day are not the things you want or ever wanted.
Keep your hands full. Keep your mind empty. Keep yourself awake. Keep yourself afraid.
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Hands
01:24
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Our hands glisten awkwardly even though there's no one else on this train but us. On a day like today nothing needs to be changed. I just thought I should say that you were beautiful even before the sun hit your face. Can we lay in a shell in the sun forever or at least until our faces burn?
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September
02:30
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Wake me up, I'm so tired of sleeping. It's colder now than it's ever been and I hate this time of year.
Wake me up, I don't want to leave the house today. I'm afraid that it'll never change and I hate this time of year.
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Sorry I'm No Fun Today
03:28
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Sorry I'm no fun today. Never really feels quite like the time to get up, get dressed and go outside. Instead I walk between sitting down, snack on shit that's lying around. Can't be mean, can't be nice, just indifferent.
You're too happy to share my space. I'm tired to find my place. Sorry I'm no fun today, I'll just stay home and hide away.
Twenty something, almost dead. Don't think I'll do that, just go to bed. Talking slowly, thinking slower. Who's that girl? I should know her.
You're too happy to share my space. I'm tired to find my place. Sorry I'm no fun today, I'll just stay home and hide away.
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